The me inside wants to get out ;)

Will they like who I am rather than who they see?

I ask that question a lot when sometimes I see people and act one way, usually quiet when i don't see them much. Sometimes though I feel like acting how I am inside, goofy and loving. Its hard though. if i suddenly change around people that know me as quiet, it would probably freak them out a bit. but on the other hand, i'd be comfortable just being me all the time.

Neil told me a couple times that he didn't care what other people thought of him. and that if someone didn't like him, its their problem. that makes a lot of sense to me.

when i start to get to know people more, i tend to be who i am. guys at work know the goofy side of me. i'll do almost anything for a laugh at work. i leave my fear at the gate.

i'd like to carry that way of living everywhere. i just need to find the courage to do so.